hanging by a moment

I'm desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely incomplete

I'll take your invitation

You take all of me now

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose

There's nothing else to find

There's nothing in the world

That can change my mind

Just hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment here with you

.......................................................

~chelie

i never knew

I never knew that someone could be such a flat out LIAR!!!!

just one day

This puzzle piece has been lost 

i touch the place

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

......
its amazing how two people can be so far away from each other
and yet so close

something comes over me
and i smile,
m

another new year....

and
here we go again
another new year
we start out thinking that we might change something
do something different
make a resolution that we wont keep

all i know
is that i am going to make a point
to make ME happier this year
my kids are grown
its all about me now

i have seen too much sorrow this past year
and i am blessed to have what i have
i need to make the most of it
and smile
everyday


and so should you

happy 2013

m